sombras del corazón
"If I find in myself desires nothing in this world can satisfy, then I can only conclude that I was not made for here." -C.S. Lewis
Dissected - Dali, Van Gogh and Picasso
by DDB Brazil for the Museu de Arte de São Paulo (MASP) Art School
(via fromthebayoutothemoon)
Reflections.
Maybe I need to re-evaluate my life and goals. My exam scores are sub-par, I am always stressed, I am not sure if I am happy or not. I know what I want in life, I really do, but this test does not reflect it and now I must stress myself to do it right after camp. Granted, camp should not be that bad except night landnav, but I will not have time to study at all.
Time is always my enemy it seems.
And I’m beginning to realize that I do not care about being alone, I just wish people were more stable in my life. I don’t need a clique of friends, I just want at least three people who are willing to stay no matter what. I have two wonderful guys in my life, I just wish I had that one girl friend I could go to.
I was talking to one of them last night and I made an assertion that ever since I turned 21, things went downhill. I believe I am wrong. I let the little things bother me. I should look at the positives a bit more. I must admit, I’ve been a lot more optimistic, but I should not let things beat me up.
I want to fix my relationships with those who matter. I really want to make this last year of my undergrad something better. I’ve wasted two and a half years worrying about the wrong things. It’s time to focus on more important things, and let God do the rest.
“The only thing standing in your way is you.”
Soul Notions: A true love for someone can never go away.
People come and go.
Nobody will be there for you at all times. Even the ones who mean the world to you eventually have to go. I guess you have to love them for being there for you. And don’t let that faith go.
You’ll notice though, once they are gone, someone new is suddenly in your life….
